ayo alyssa, or should i say 'smiley'? everyone calls u that anyway. yea u know who u are. idc if u know who this is. you might? i really dont think so. i was always the one person you never talked about or cared about. get over yourself. apologize. be there for others. stop leading people on. and recognize toxic behavior when you see it. geez. oh wait, i meant, recognize your own toxicity. the way people forgive your every action and suck up to you like you're the best person to exist. ever wonder why all your relationships go wrong? gee i wonder what they have in common. oh yeah, you. you're the common factor hun. its not that hard to care about others. tried so hard to fix you dude. you dont let yourself. you KNOW you hurt others and pretend like you actually are trying to stop. you're irrelevant now and i hope u changed for ur own sake. for some reason, i dont think you have! i know you dont like things sugar coated so there it is. honest enough for you? p.s. pretty sure your girl doesn't actually love you. what did you tell me? you said, and i quote, "she only cares about herself." arent all her actions purely sexual? oh wait you already knew that, but you let it go on. people would die for you and youd say you didnt mean for it to happen. at some point, if you let it go on that long, you do. take care smiley! so long! finally.