You are my best friend but you like boys and I don't want to ruin the friendship or lose you, so I walked away, sorry

Hi, I’m really sorry that no one has told you wish but I will now. This is a message from the future and I hope you look back on it or some former version of myself sees it. Please try. Please do something. You know what I’m talking about. Life isn’t exactly terrible but it would be so much better right now if only we had tried. I know that you’re afraid of risks and failure but one small thing won’t hurt. Besides, that’s what life is about. Nothing is ever going to be perfect. We have one life to live so why not live it the best we can starting today? Goodbye. Just know that I love you so much and I want the best for you.

Best,
Ai.

I wish you the best
you were a wonderful experience in my life and I loved you
sincerely loved you

I still think about you and our memories together