I wonder if this message will find the right adalina and if it does, do you even think of me ? do you even realize how much it hurt when you left ? do you hear the word hurt and have my face at least vaguely, blurrily consume the back of your mind ? oh how I hate how you've affected me.

I just wanted to be included.

I miss you. I think about you every night and how special you made me feel & how much I loved you

i wish we talked more.